What a life. A Teenage. Hormone flying. Odd. Life.
For some my life is exciting. Others they feel sorry. You may look at my life and feel jealous, you may even look on it with pity. Don't. I love my life. Sure I don't have the best cloths, or the best house, the coolest dog or the the most friends. But it's my life and I'm happy. "To all, the grass of another is greener." Sure I'm in love with a guy, that is my best friend. Sure I don't have the guts to tell him. But would you?
Now tell me something. Boys think we're so confusing, when really it's the other way around. I spend almost every day with him, I hug him, I tickle him...what else do I have to do to get him to know how I feel. One day he tells me I'm like his sister, the next he holds my hand. WHAT?
I've found that yes I do like him, probably too much. But if he doesn't like me that way, I'm fine with him just being my best friend. If you asked me how I could fall for him, I wouldn't be able to tell you because..well I don't know, I just simple do. :) "Sometimes the heart knows things the brain just can't explain. Let it happen. Don't fight it." Ever feel that way?
Sometimes the things he does, I think, maybe he likes me!! *panic attack* other times, like when he's telling me about his last crush, I think, he couldn't possibly, I'm his friend and forever will be </3 But what's my rush? I'm 16years old. Why can't I just be happy with an awesome, weird, funny, guy that I like being around? Oh look at that I described why..a little bit anyway :) Friends, Best of friends, I can live with that, as long as I still get to be around him.
"Live your life. Listen to what you want. Like who you want. Be who you are, not someone else. It's your life, have fun." <3 Have a great month
